Thursday, October 4, 2012
Monday, October 1, 2012
How a dream can change your life!
I think that is very hard to be a good friend, especially when all the people around you, lie to you!
It's very hard to be a good person, knowing what you know.. It's very hard not to snap, when everything around you is breaking apart..
I had a dream yesterday. I dreamed my death. I dreamed that I was dying.. I was surrounded by people, and I was the center of their attention just for a sec.. I felt like I was important just for a moment. I saw the strongest light even when I felt like losing my self in the deepest dark. I never thought that being so important would be so bad. I thought that I would feel wonderful, but sadly I felt like shit. :/
It all started while I was in my school. I was walking with my best friend and suddenly I felt bad. I fell to the ground and I fainted.. I woke up a couple of minutes later,in a grey hospital, surrounded by 3 doctors, some of my teachers, my parents, my "friends" and my boyfriend.. Some of them were crying, and I asked what's wrong? My mum came close, and she took my hand in hers. She kissed me in the forehead crying, and said:
"You are sick sweetie! You are plugged to a machine and you have only half hour to live.. " She continued crying, and she could barely take a breath. My boyfriend lied right next to me and hugged me hard. I couldn't believe it and I started to think that they were joking me, but then I realized that they couldn't possibly be joking with that.. Shocked I started to cry, and to scream.. I felt so cold. I saw my friends in their eyes, and for the first time I could recognize the truth in everyone of them. I could see that some of them were really sad, and I could see them praying for me. But sadly I could see some that didn't care..
I had a necklace on my neck-it was a gift from my boyfriend and I took my boyfriend's hand and I gave it to him, while crying, and saying:
"I hope that you will find someone very special, that will make you the happiest person on Earth- you deserve that.. But I really hope that you'll keep this necklace, as a reminder of our love, and of me.. I hope that every time, you see this, you will have a flashback of all of our fights, of all our happy moments, and even the sad ones, and I hope you never forget me.. "
He just leaned in and said, I will never forget you no matter what! You are my best! I can't imagine my life without you.. And he couldn't stop his tears anymore.. It's been like 20 minutes already, and my parents came and hugged me so tight.. My 2 BFF were crying like crazy and suddenly the cold disappeared and I felt really hot.. I opened my eyes and I couldn't see. I was like blind, but I could see a light that was so strong.. I screamed but nobody listened..
I woke up a couple of moments later all in tears. That was the moment when I realized that I loved my life, but hated so many of the people in it. They were the ones that were killing me by not caring.. They were the ones breaking my world. I realized that they were mean to me, just because I was too good with them..
I can't and I won't forgive them that! EVER!
So I've had enough of dying for someone.. I wanna live! I wanna live with the people that I care about, and the people that care about me! ..'Cause that's what life is all about, isn't it?
It's very hard to be a good person, knowing what you know.. It's very hard not to snap, when everything around you is breaking apart..
I had a dream yesterday. I dreamed my death. I dreamed that I was dying.. I was surrounded by people, and I was the center of their attention just for a sec.. I felt like I was important just for a moment. I saw the strongest light even when I felt like losing my self in the deepest dark. I never thought that being so important would be so bad. I thought that I would feel wonderful, but sadly I felt like shit. :/
It all started while I was in my school. I was walking with my best friend and suddenly I felt bad. I fell to the ground and I fainted.. I woke up a couple of minutes later,in a grey hospital, surrounded by 3 doctors, some of my teachers, my parents, my "friends" and my boyfriend.. Some of them were crying, and I asked what's wrong? My mum came close, and she took my hand in hers. She kissed me in the forehead crying, and said:
"You are sick sweetie! You are plugged to a machine and you have only half hour to live.. " She continued crying, and she could barely take a breath. My boyfriend lied right next to me and hugged me hard. I couldn't believe it and I started to think that they were joking me, but then I realized that they couldn't possibly be joking with that.. Shocked I started to cry, and to scream.. I felt so cold. I saw my friends in their eyes, and for the first time I could recognize the truth in everyone of them. I could see that some of them were really sad, and I could see them praying for me. But sadly I could see some that didn't care..
I had a necklace on my neck-it was a gift from my boyfriend and I took my boyfriend's hand and I gave it to him, while crying, and saying:
"I hope that you will find someone very special, that will make you the happiest person on Earth- you deserve that.. But I really hope that you'll keep this necklace, as a reminder of our love, and of me.. I hope that every time, you see this, you will have a flashback of all of our fights, of all our happy moments, and even the sad ones, and I hope you never forget me.. "
He just leaned in and said, I will never forget you no matter what! You are my best! I can't imagine my life without you.. And he couldn't stop his tears anymore.. It's been like 20 minutes already, and my parents came and hugged me so tight.. My 2 BFF were crying like crazy and suddenly the cold disappeared and I felt really hot.. I opened my eyes and I couldn't see. I was like blind, but I could see a light that was so strong.. I screamed but nobody listened..
I woke up a couple of moments later all in tears. That was the moment when I realized that I loved my life, but hated so many of the people in it. They were the ones that were killing me by not caring.. They were the ones breaking my world. I realized that they were mean to me, just because I was too good with them..
I can't and I won't forgive them that! EVER!
So I've had enough of dying for someone.. I wanna live! I wanna live with the people that I care about, and the people that care about me! ..'Cause that's what life is all about, isn't it?
Monday, September 17, 2012
Tattoos
A tattoo is a form of body modification, made by inserting indelible ink into the dermis layer of the skin to change the pigment.
Tattooing has been practiced for centuries in many cultures spread throughout the world.
So, some of you may already have some tattoos, or wanna make a tattoo.. Here are some ideas!
Tattooing has been practiced for centuries in many cultures spread throughout the world.
So, some of you may already have some tattoos, or wanna make a tattoo.. Here are some ideas!
I really, really hope you like it ;)))
Wednesday, September 12, 2012
Pedophilia
A 10- year old girl from Argentina gave birth to a baby from her 16- years old brother..
This world is definitely a mess! A 10- year old girl from Argentina gave birth to a baby from her 16- years old brother.. The baby is completely healthy. It was born on the 9-th month of the pregnancy by cesarean section by obvious reasons.. This is just another case of young pregnancy that has happened in Argentina since 2007, when the cases include two 11-years old girls..
Please comment this awful thing!
Sunday, September 9, 2012
Love
People do stupid things for love, right?
..But sometimes we wonder: Is love worth fighting for? Is the person we fight for worth it? Will the person we fight for fight for us too?
I always think that love, if is real and true, is always worth taking any risks..
My opinion is, that is always better with someone you love, than alone, and all because of some pride.. Love is always magical, always so pretty. Always so elegant and rough. Love is like a sun.. Nobody can't live without it, but nobody can live even if is too close to us..
I bet you all know love, and love knows all of you. I know that love has broken the hearts of many of you but, I think that when you find the one person, that is really right for you, you will find happiness.
Because, when you find "The one" for you, you will just look at that person's eyes, and you will say I love you peacefully, you will know that you will never be able to let go..
But do we know what's love's goal is really about? Do we know what to expect from a relationship, and from our TRUE LOVE?
..Is love all about just getting old together?
..Or is maybe, just maybe something more?
..But sometimes we wonder: Is love worth fighting for? Is the person we fight for worth it? Will the person we fight for fight for us too?
I always think that love, if is real and true, is always worth taking any risks..
My opinion is, that is always better with someone you love, than alone, and all because of some pride.. Love is always magical, always so pretty. Always so elegant and rough. Love is like a sun.. Nobody can't live without it, but nobody can live even if is too close to us..
I bet you all know love, and love knows all of you. I know that love has broken the hearts of many of you but, I think that when you find the one person, that is really right for you, you will find happiness.
Because, when you find "The one" for you, you will just look at that person's eyes, and you will say I love you peacefully, you will know that you will never be able to let go..
..Is love all about just getting old together?
..Or is maybe, just maybe something more?
Is it all about finding someone that you will enjoy every moment spending ? ..Enjoying the joy, all the good times and the bad ones.. Enjoying all the fights, and break downs..
Is it love all about never stop loving a person no matter what?
I think love is all of that in one.. The most special feeling in the world..
It can kill you if you don't have it, and it can kill you if you have it.. It's the most underestimated thing in the planet!
Saturday, September 8, 2012
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J9Buv4RenxQ
Taylor Swift's newest single about a 4-year old boy who died from cancer.. Taylor read a blog from the mother of the boy, and than she wrote the song with help of the mother of Ronan (the boy)..
This is the saddest song that someone ever wrote!
I hope you like it, 'cause it definitely stole my heart! :'(
This is the little man who was stronger than an army guy!
Rest in peace, little cutie! <3
This is the saddest song that someone ever wrote!
I hope you like it, 'cause it definitely stole my heart! :'(
Rest in peace, little cutie! <3
Trust!
Trust- the one thing that unfortunately no one can do peacefully in this world full with bad things, or maybe just bad people..
I always choose to trust, to believe in others, but lately it's getting very hard for me. I don't know why but kinda everyone lies. Even I lie. So how can I be sure that others don't lie to me, when even I sometimes lie to others.
After lie, and lie, can we really trust that someone can change? Can we really be positive? Won't the thought of that they're telling us a lie haunt us? Won't we hurt our selves & others in that way?
I always loved little kids. I didn't understood why, 'till now.. I love kids, not because, they're cute an funny, but just because, they're always to innocent and honest. With them you can be always sure, that they're telling the truth.. I wish everyone could be like little kids.. That way nobody ever would get hurt!
After lie, and lie can we really see the limit between the lie and the truth? The limit between ordinary fantasy, and facts? Can we really notice the limit between good and bad?
So why are we living for? Our goal should be to grow up in honest people, who always prefer to tell the truth, and not to become, in something no one should..
So how can we trust that love isn't just a lie? How can we know that we aren't just dreaming instead of living? How, when in the world we live lies are just another ordinary thing, just like giving birth..
I always choose to trust, to believe in others, but lately it's getting very hard for me. I don't know why but kinda everyone lies. Even I lie. So how can I be sure that others don't lie to me, when even I sometimes lie to others.
After lie, and lie, can we really trust that someone can change? Can we really be positive? Won't the thought of that they're telling us a lie haunt us? Won't we hurt our selves & others in that way?
I always loved little kids. I didn't understood why, 'till now.. I love kids, not because, they're cute an funny, but just because, they're always to innocent and honest. With them you can be always sure, that they're telling the truth.. I wish everyone could be like little kids.. That way nobody ever would get hurt!
After lie, and lie can we really see the limit between the lie and the truth? The limit between ordinary fantasy, and facts? Can we really notice the limit between good and bad?
So why are we living for? Our goal should be to grow up in honest people, who always prefer to tell the truth, and not to become, in something no one should..
So how can we trust that love isn't just a lie? How can we know that we aren't just dreaming instead of living? How, when in the world we live lies are just another ordinary thing, just like giving birth..
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